Well what can I say for my first blog?
Well seeing as I'm new at this I'll start with an overview of ther reasons in setting up this blog
Well in my past I have had some suffering if that's the right word.. I have had a good but tough childhood mainly because I was bullied and ignored at school. So I began to self harm and no not for attention, there are many reasons that come to mind why I started doing this.
So I have done it for 3 years now and slowly stopping.
The past 3 years have been very hard, I turned to many people because I felt so alone and confused and most of the time I was ignored untill now I finally have someone who listens to me.
So anyway, this is my blog of my dealings with self harm.
Starting from yesterday,
Yesterday was generally a good day. I had a good time with my family at home and then the world came crashing down around me. I'm not too sure what really triggered it this time I just know that this week has been a struggle not to do it and I just gave in.
I spoke to someone about it today which helped a lot and I'm happier and feel I can move on, only looking back to know I had a slip up and that I should not torture myself over it.
So tomorrow should be a good day because I finish for the summer 
So that's all I really wanted to day for now!
