tag:resist-it.blog.co.uk,2009-11-08:/MokoFeed2009-11-08T04:35:13+01:00tag:resist-it.blog.co.uk,2007-06-07:/2007/06/07/start_of_my_new_blog~2413484/RachEee2007-06-07T21:35:02+02:002007-06-07T21:35:02+02:00 <p>Well what can I say for my first blog?<br> Well seeing as I'm new at this I'll start with an overview of ther reasons in setting up this blog</p> <p>Well in my past I have had some suffering if that's the right word.. I have had a good but tough childhood mainly because I was bullied and ignored at school. So I began to self harm and no not for attention, there are many reasons that come to mind why I started doing this.</p> <p>So I have done it for 3 years now and slowly stopping.</p> <p>The past 3 years have been very hard, I turned to many people because I felt so alone and confused and most of the time I was ignored untill now I finally have someone who listens to me.</p> <p>So anyway, this is my blog of my dealings with self harm.</p> <p>Starting from yesterday,<br> Yesterday was generally a good day. I had a good time with my family at home and then the world came crashing down around me. I'm not too sure what really triggered it this time I just know that this week has been a struggle not to do it and I just gave in.</p> <p>I spoke to someone about it today which helped a lot and I'm happier and feel I can move on, only looking back to know I had a slip up and that I should not torture myself over it.</p> <p>So tomorrow should be a good day because I finish for the summer <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>So that's all I really wanted to day for now!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://resist-it.blog.co.uk/2007/06/07/start_of_my_new_blog~2413484/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>